Tomorrow I will having another date with the girl I like. Hope everything will be fine again.
Today is really a nice day. Office whole day busy with work untill no time for lunch.
But what concern me the most are a news that I read from paper. Killing human to extract the fat for pharmaceutical use. That really gave me a chilled. How can a person kill just for these reason? And they claimed these fat can be sold for $15 000 per littre. Will anyone buy these?
That really had shown us how pathetic we human are.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I Want to Shoot, Finally
This girl that I liked for a long time is going out with for a couple of time.
But until the 3rd time, I still haven't confess to her. Tonight I really want to ask her out again and see how she will respond. But still, the guts didn't show up at all. If really want to ask her out again, how am I gonna say it?
This time I really want to shoot. But need to be prepare be shoot down. Because failure is always an option for me.
Except for this, there are nothing special for today. Because without a proper aim, life feel like meaningless every single day.
But until the 3rd time, I still haven't confess to her. Tonight I really want to ask her out again and see how she will respond. But still, the guts didn't show up at all. If really want to ask her out again, how am I gonna say it?
This time I really want to shoot. But need to be prepare be shoot down. Because failure is always an option for me.
Except for this, there are nothing special for today. Because without a proper aim, life feel like meaningless every single day.
Monday, November 16, 2009
What are the purpose of living?
Today my brother asked me a question, what are the purpose of living?
Because everyday must work, sleep and eat. Doesn't this make us all feel boring and dull?
I really didn't know how to answer him. Because I know for sure a lot of people know how to answer it but are they really meant it? Someone told me before, if human being only sleep and eat, it won't have any different as animal. That is why we all work to gain experience, money and status.
To think about this is pathethic. Live to just gain these useless thing that can be use after a person die.
Then have an old friend told me he live to learn more knowledge. That is a good thing to do, at least he live his live to the fullest.
Every person have their theory about life, so what to about it is all in your hand. Live your life to the most meaningfull. Have a good day
Because everyday must work, sleep and eat. Doesn't this make us all feel boring and dull?
I really didn't know how to answer him. Because I know for sure a lot of people know how to answer it but are they really meant it? Someone told me before, if human being only sleep and eat, it won't have any different as animal. That is why we all work to gain experience, money and status.
To think about this is pathethic. Live to just gain these useless thing that can be use after a person die.
Then have an old friend told me he live to learn more knowledge. That is a good thing to do, at least he live his live to the fullest.
Every person have their theory about life, so what to about it is all in your hand. Live your life to the most meaningfull. Have a good day
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Long Wait Had Started
The hard day in the places I hated the most almost end.
Had been working in these hell office for 9 months. Finally can countdown goodbye to this place. Sure will have people asking me what kind of work that can be describe as hell. But to tell the truth, I really hated this job from the bottom of my heart.
Now only left 45 days before I can be in the job I really want to be. Can these be describe as countdown to heaven? Work are one problem, but still have one more problem bothering me. In my life until now I havent been bother by this problem. But today, I finally struck by this love arrow.
Falling in love with someone you known for 4 years seem like very frustating. Being a good friend with her is very nice. But times flow until this relationship turns into affection.
Want to let her know my feeling, But afraid that after this confession, will end all our previous relationship. Love, a word that really cause trouble to all human being that have passion in life.
Had been working in these hell office for 9 months. Finally can countdown goodbye to this place. Sure will have people asking me what kind of work that can be describe as hell. But to tell the truth, I really hated this job from the bottom of my heart.
Now only left 45 days before I can be in the job I really want to be. Can these be describe as countdown to heaven? Work are one problem, but still have one more problem bothering me. In my life until now I havent been bother by this problem. But today, I finally struck by this love arrow.
Falling in love with someone you known for 4 years seem like very frustating. Being a good friend with her is very nice. But times flow until this relationship turns into affection.
Want to let her know my feeling, But afraid that after this confession, will end all our previous relationship. Love, a word that really cause trouble to all human being that have passion in life.
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